As the car bumps along the pot-hole infested road I begin to slip into unconsciousness. For yet another day my brain has been stretched and taxed in its attempts at thinking in another language. After spending all morning trying to decipher Spanish instructions and small talk while helping to make hundreds of tamales, followed by an evening spent listening to multiple songs and a sermon in Spanish, then being surrounded by the usual horde of children asking me all manner of questions in Spanish, and finally participating in another Spanish conversation during most of the hour-long ride back to the clinic, my brain was all but overloaded and ready for its nightly reboot.
In my semi-conscious state I feel the turn off the paved road to the even more bumpy gravel road. That means I’ll be in my nice comfortable bed in about 10 minutes…or so I planned.
A few minutes later I feel the car pull to a stop. Assuming that we have arrived home for the night I try to focus my sleep-blurred eyes but as I look around I notice that we are parked on the gravel road not in the usual spot behind the clinic. A window in the car is rolled down and I can hear a stream of anxious voices speaking rapidly in Spanish, my tired mind attempts to decipher what they are saying but all I hear for sure are the words “doctor” “emergencia” and “accidente”. Then I hear the voice of la señora Gris beside me saying to me in accented English: “There was an accidente, go see what happen, I come in un momento.” Dr Gris Jr is already bolting from the car, and I fumble with the door and step out into the cold night air, unsure of what I will find.
I see two trucks, both with people in the back, one parked on the side of the gravel road the other on the lawn in front of La Clinica Bella Vista. Sheila, la esposa de Dr. Gris Jr, waves me toward the truck still parked on the road.
I hurry over to the second truck and peer into back trying to see how many are injured and what we‘re up against. Just then, Dr. Gris Jr. rushes out the door pushing a stretcher so I help him maneuver it to the back of the truck. Several men lower the limp body of a woman down from the truck bed and onto our stretcher, I notice blood covering her shirt and hair most likely from an injury to her head, road rash on her abdomen, several teeth have been knocked out, and her limbs flop around limply as we attempt to arrange her on the gurney and push our way through the doors into the clinic. Once inside, we wheel her into an exam room, I feel for a pulse and find none, Dr. Gris checks for pupil reaction with a small light: none, I tilt her chin upward to check for spontaneous respirations and pink frothy fluid bubbles from her nose, the doctor listens for a heart beat and finds none. Dr. Gris looks at me, our eye registering a mutual understanding. A sheet is draped across her, and we leave the room closing the door behind us. There is nothing we can do here, we must move on to the next patient who we can possibly save.
Down the hallway in front of me I see commotion, I see that the Sr. Dr. Gris has arrived in the second vehicle and is now assisting. La señora Gris is directing traffic and prioritizing the patients based on the severity of their injuries, family members also crowd the small hallway a look of anxiety on every face. I head down the hall to see where I can help next, but register a voice calling my name, I turn and find Sheila holding out a full-length surgical gown. Looking down I realize that I’m still wearing a skirt, sandals and a white shirt from the meeting earlier tonight. I thank her and slip into the gown, taking the proffered pair of fresh surgical gloves as well. Now I am prepared.
I walk first into the lobby to see if there is anything I can do, the Sr. Dr. Gris is examining a patient lying on several chairs. Since everyone else in the lobby do not appear to have been involved in the accident I quickly walk back down the hall toward the patient rooms and OR. I glance into the two other exam rooms as I pass and see some of the other non-medical staff assisting the patients with very minor injuries. As I walk down the hall toward the other rooms la señora Gris grabs my arm and shoves IV supplies into my hands, telling me “Come to OB for put this in patient.” She points to a stretcher that is being wheeled past by the Sr. Dr. Gris.
I follow the stretcher down the hallway, through the double doors, and into the birthing room. The stretcher is guided alongside one of the two exam tables and we gently lift the young girl from the gurney onto the table. She appears to be around 18 years old, her left eye is swollen shut, the swelling on the left side of her face and head along with the bruising around her left eye suggest a skull fracture. Although the left side of her head is matted with blood at the moment it does not appear to be actively bleeding heavily.Her right leg has significant swelling and bruising to the shin area and obvious deformity which indicates she likely has a tib/fib fracture as well. She is dazed, but after being prompted several times finally gives us her name and attempts to answer the other questions used to assess her level of consciousness.
I start the IV, open the fluids up to flow in quickly, and give her medication for cerebral swelling, and another non-narcotic medication to help with the pain. I check her vital signs, and they are stable. After a quick exam the doctor tells me to clean up the blood and check to see if the scalp laceration would need sutures as he leaves to assess and treat other patients. I look around the room to locate supplies, not finding anything I hurry down the hall to look around the meagerly stocked shelves of the supply closet/pharmacy; this is definitely not a Stateside ER!
Finally I locate some 4x4 gauze, and I also grab a basin, fill it with water (no sterile water to use here, at least not on such short notice) and head back to the OB exam room. The patient is still lying on the table, occasionally groaning from her injuries, but otherwise lying still. I begin to clean her face, no lacerations there. I move on to the left side of her head, the skull feels soft and because the hair is so matted with blood I am unable to see the laceration causing the bleeding. Blood tinged water begins to pool on the floor as I pour the water slowly over her head trying to remove enough blood to be able to locate the source of bleeding. After several minutes of pouring and cleaning, cleaning and pouring, I am able move the hair enough to find a 3 cm jagged laceration to her scalp. I prod the lac gently with my fingers to check for any debris, and as I move more hair to examine more closely a sudden spurt of blood catches me off guard. I quickly cover the lac with the 4x4 gauze and apply pressure, when the blood does not seep through the gauze I carefully peel it away to try to reassess the problem. As soon as the pressure is removed the scalp again spurts bright red blood in sync with the beating of the girls heart, this indicates an arterial bleed which means it will be much more difficult to control, and an increased loss of blood. I quickly reapply the gauze and look around for something to wrap her head with that will hold pressure so I can leave to get the doctor.
A few moments later the doctor is again at the bedside.The dressing is removed, and he attempts to clamp the artery with hemostats, but this proves to be unsuccessful. Already there is a growing pool of bright red blood on the floor below the head of the bed. After several unsuccessful attempts at clamping the artery and stopping the flow of blood, we decide to simply pack the laceration with more 4x4 gauze and wrap a large elastic dressing tightly around the girls head to help control the bleeding until she can be taken to the larger hospital. All the while the doctor is rapidly discussing with the family member in the room the need to transfer the patient to the closest hospital nearly two hours away for possible surgery and further diagnostic tests. She nods her understanding, she leaves the room to work out a vehicle for transport.
After the dressing is applied we quickly transfer the girl from the exam table back to the stretcher and wheel her down the corridor back through the lobby and onto the front sidewalk. I see more commotion as another stretcher is wheeled toward the door toward where we are standing, it appears that another younger girl is also critical with a head injury and a probable fractured pelvis. A truck backs up to the door of the clinic, we quickly load the patient along with the mattress from the gurney, into the bed of the pickup. The other girl is also loaded up on her mattress, another injured, but less critical, girl is assisted into the cab, a few quick instructions are given in rapid-fire Spanish to the accompanying family members, and the truck pulls away to begin the two hour long drive to the larger hospital.
Heading back inside the clinic it is time to deal with the less critical patients. Dr. Gris Jr. is working on suturing a scalp laceration of another man, la senora Gris is starting an IV to administer fluids and IV medication for possible cerebral edema, he is in pain and still a bit dazed, but conscience, alert and oriented.
Hearing my name I continue down the hall to another woman who is still waiting to be seen, she has a hematoma to the back of her head but no laceration or bleeding. When Sr. Dr. Gris comes over to examine her he informs her that there is no fracture, only a hematoma. We move her to one of the patient rooms and put her in a more comfortable bed. I procure supplies for an IV and start the fluids and administer a pain medication. The final two patients are being taken care of by the other non-medical staff, their only injuries are minor abrasions which are being cleaned and covered with cream.
After the last of the patients are taken care of, our attention is directed back to the one room with the door closed. It is time to deal with the hardest part of our job as medical professionals; It is time to talk to the family and let them say their final goodbyes.
Already the family knows that their wife/mother/sister has died. The noise and chaos of working with the injured has been punctuated with the heartrending sound of their mourning. But now the doctor will take the time to explain our findings, and the family is brought into the room. Almost immediately their wails fill the halls as the reality which they already knew to be true is confirmed. It was only later when we realized that all the individuals in the back of the truck that rolled were related in some way. Those who were not involved in the crash now had the burden of mourning their loss, while simultaneously worrying over the lives of the others in their family.
The rush is over now. Two rooms are occupied, one by the man with the head injury, the other by the woman with the hematoma to the back of her head. The police are here taking statements from all those involved in the accident. The lobby is occupied by family members who are here for their loved ones. The stillness of the cold night air is still intermittently broken by the sounds of mourning, as the individuals present still struggle with the raw pain of loss. I look up at the clock, its 2:15 am.
Finally at 3am most of the staff has gone to bed, exhaustion can be seen in the faces of all those who remain. A final check is made of the remaining two patients. It is decided that Iris, one of the young assistants, and I take a short nap before waking up at 4 to check the patients. Sr Dr. Gris y la señora Gris finally go to bed themselves, and Iris and I make ourselves comfortable on two unoccupied beds. The decision is made to leave the light on to make it easier to wake up, we lie down and despite the hard mattresses are both almost immediately asleep.
It seems like only moments have passed when I hear the shrill sound of my alarm clock beside my head. I struggle to my feet, stiff from the bed, and shake Iris. We both shuffle sleepily into the hall, and find Dr. Gris Jr already in the room of the man with the head injury, so we pass to the next room to check on our other patient, she is still stable. Dr. Gris Jr. and his esposa Sheila have not gone to bed, so we gather in the office and discuss the events of the evening. The one patient with the hematoma is stable enough that she will be discharged shortly, the other patient appears to have a slow pupillary response and Dr. Gris wants to send him a larger hospital about 2 hours away. Now we just have to wait.
It has been a long night, and we all are tired, someone suggests a game of uno to pass the time and keep us awake.
When I arrive back in my room I glance at my clock before falling exhausted into bed. It is 6:49 am, that was a long 10 minutes.








That day I was flying, following the heading that would take us to a distant village that I had only heard about but had not yet seen. Beside me sat Laura, one of the AWA pilots, and behind me sat Nathan and Alexis, and a lot of baggage and supplies. A plume of smoke in the distance drew attention to the small clearing in the vast green expanse of trees below. We circled the runway, set up for a left downwind approach, and landed on the grass runway that was the center of the village. Many unfamiliar faces lined the runway, and several approached to help unload our belongings and carry them into the small community building that would house 10 of us for the following 6 days. The familiar faces of Bill, Laura’s husband, and Danniela and Micah, her two small kids also greeted us. We had finally arrived in the small, remote village of Baramita, a name that had become familiar to me over the past several months although this was my first time to see the village that I had heard so much about, and that h

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